I at least tried to go to sleep before 3 

I have a headache like the kind you get when you’ve been frowning for too long and i cant sleep. 

no longer trying no longer happy 

I’m going to buy some flowers…for myself.

he pulled me down and my head rested on his lap as i watched the patterns change to swirling colours, great fields of reds, blues and yellows. I tried to share the beauty with the others but my words came out soggy, wet and dripping or tasting with colour. I pulled my self up and began walking, feeling a slight chill which crept inside as well as outside my body. I wanted to tell him, but all i could do was laugh. 


— the only reason i got this book was because i liked the front cover and i’ve finally found it after weeks and weeks and now i’m going to have a massive fine on this stupid but nicely illustrated book evvvun though its really old which is somewhat fascinating and i’d love too know who first took it out (29.03.1985) and what they’re doing 27! years later.

aim:

Become successful marry somebody rich and live in park slope and have a golden retriever and a massive king sized bed to cry tears of sadness tears of joy on when my favourite TV show old husband ends.



JUst kiddn dats gr0oss, But brooklyn WWWWill be my home

I don’t like mess,but my bedrooms always messy; and I don’t like bright lights…in my room, so, if i just have a small one on, I cant see the mess, and if i cant see it, its not there? So i should carry on working and definitely not tidy my room.

starting on an oil painting for the first time in a yearrrrr, uh best art student e v a